So many reminders today. One month ago Jennie had her last day, and it was a wonderful day for her, and all of us. But being a creature of habit, many of the things I am doing today are the exact same as one month ago. Grinding Mazy cat's meat. Making a pot of bone broth stock for myself (including the hot chicken sandwich and sharing of chicken). Nail trims for everyone.
I still long for visits from Jennie. Last night I think we had a very brief one, the first "physical" one that I know of (aside from when I woke up and felt her sleeping at my shoulder on the 3rd day). I was getting settled into bed and Mazy cat came and jumped up too, but just as she was jumping up for a second I saw JENNIE, instead of Mazy cat. Almost as if Jennie's form was superimposed over Mazy cat's. It was so quick but I saw it, felt it and it took my breath for a second, before I recovered enough to say HI Jennie! But by then she was gone.
Early this morning I had a brief dream. I think I was not quite asleep but I thought I was in the kitchen and she was on the floor singing for a sliver of meat and I handed it to her. Then I woke up fully and said Jennie I am glad you are coming to me in dreams but again, not really the kind of thing I want to see. I don't want to think of her asking for food. It makes me think of her being hungry.
Lola, you may be right about her being a bit of a joker with these anxiety producing little dream visits.
I have been trawling through my photobucket accounts and finding many forgotten photos, including some not forgotten but I thought I had lost.
Including a copy of the missing shot in her dare devil heater-to-half-wall leap sequence, the landing photo. Here it is
Now can you mentally fit it in place or should I post the whole sequence again?