Thank you for putting his picture up. I could only deal with, one board at a time, and my dear friend Robin from VT was kind enuff to put his story on the cat show board. I got so many emails and pawmails, which, I just can't reply to yet.
His ER bill was pretty expensive, and about wiped me out. My friends pitched in, and paid for his cremation. I didn't even know they were going to do that. When I called pethaven to see if they picked him up yet, they told me.
Bump is home now, I picked him up yesterday.
I actually saw him, not a flash out of the corner of my eye, not in a fog, but I saw him clearly as I am looking at this screen. It was Tues morn, I was in the bathroom, Cowboy sitting at my feet, as he always does, and I saw a LH red cat, run past the open door. Cruiser was sitting on the table. It was Bump, telling me, he was OK.
I will be glad, when I think of him, it was not his last moments, with pain and terror on his face, saying please mommy, and when it was over, I couldn't let go of him, and them carrying him away. Lola thank you.
The kittens looked for him, for days, where is he ma? They sat in front of his carrier, and just stared inside of it. Yesterday was the first day, they acted like they accepted it, the day I brought him home. I am hoping, he appeared to them too.
Before I let the kittens out, after they eat, I still, out of habit, look in his carrier, to see if he is done eating.
I cannot believe he is gone. I still cry, when I post about him. I love him so so much, and I knew, he knew, I did. He always looked at me, with love in his eyes and on his face.