Lola sleeps with me. I had last night off. 4 am is breakfast time. I got up, closed my bedroom door, and fed everyone else. Boy does that ever SUCK! More for her because I can't even explain why she is getting "miss-a-meal" for breakfast.
First, she sat in the kitchen for a long time looking around.
When she couldn't get breakfast from me, she cried for a very long time. I held her, talked to her, and petted her. I tried to explain to her what was happening today. She tried to explain to me that she didn't get breakfast! Hello?!
She gave up on me, and went to the sofa.
I went and cried in the shower. She had no idea not getting breakfast was a walk in the park, compared to what was coming.
She was very quiet in the car. I talked and petted her a bit more, while waiting to drop her off. She stayed glued to the back of the carrier... wide eyed.
They said she was first on the list today. I hope so. She should be ready for pick-up at 1 pm.
As you all know... it is the not being able to explain and comfort their fears... that rips our guts out.
Thanks for the purrs. hugs to you all.